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HEY MY NAME IS ERICA AND IM IN NEED VERY BADLY. I HAVE 4 CHILDREN AND I RAISE THREE AND MY MOM RAISE THA OLDEST THEY ARE 10 3 2 6MNTHS. IM A RAPE THAT HAVE IT HARD I NEED HELP WITH MY BILLS AND I NEED HELP 2 GET A CAR MY SON THE 2YR OLD IS VERY SICKLY IM TRYING 2 GO GET MY GED 2 IN 2 COLLEGE OR A GOOD PAYING JOB I JUST NEED A LITTLE BOOST SO PLEASE IF U CAN PLEASE HELP ME AND MY BABIES

Thinking positive

Here is my story. I am 61and 1/2 . I have searched for help in many ,many places ,I have worked on the internet for more than 2 years trying to find this; I am seeking grant money for independent studies . Another term might be , Life Long learning . i am like an excited child when I think about the opportunity to learn about many topics . I don't mean go to college ,(although that could be part of my work) ,I want research ,and gain knowledge , and then I want to become a public speaker . I would also have work shops to teach groups about certain topics . I must say this , it's as if I don't fit into any catagory for grant money. I consider myself to be an independant thinker ,an inovative thinker , with a thrist for knowledge . I believe this country was founded by people who think as I do. but yet in our current society this is not encouraged , (unless one is in certain fields of study), we have to be defined by rules of what is right for us , by those in positions of power. I have a masters degree, and licensed . However , I am on disability , and have been for 2 years . You might say well how can I do the things I have written about ? , because I can work at my pace. I may not be able to work at a regular 8 to 5,or 8 to 8 everyday as I have in the past , but I can produce very much needed information , and knowledge , that at least in my state of Arkansas , would reach people that otherwise would never have this opportunity. My seniter , gave me a weak answer ;find a grant , and of course , heor someone in his staff said he  gets alot of email. Well that is part of the position. I would really like to do my own reseach on Capital Hill . Anyway , I am currently in need of money just to pay utilities,food,medicine,healthcare ,and the list goes on. So if anyone knows where I can get immediate funds , please post it. I have searched and searched and everything I have found leads me right back to the same agencies , here in AR. ,that don't have any money, and when they did ,it wasn't enough ,they would say try this place ,which is also ,only able to help pay a utility bill,but even that process takes 35 days. Pluse ,if you don't have very spcefic documentation , you have to get it . Also ,first come , first serve. That doesn't include the people getting help because they know someone who works there. For anyone who reads this , thank you for your time , and thoughts.

I AM A 23 YEAR OLD MOTHER WITH FOUR GIRLS WHO I CANT GET ANYTHING FOR CHRISTMAS BECAUSE MY JOB DONT DO ANY WORK THESE YEAR AND MOST OF THE TIME WE WERE AT HOME. I HAVE A ONE YEAR OLD THAT WILL BE TWO ON CHRISTMAS AND A FIVE YEAR OLD AND A FOUR YEAR OLD AND A 1 YEAR OLD  THE ARE ALL GIRLS THAT I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART I AM JUST ASK SOMEONE TO HELP ME PLEASE . I JUST WANT HELP IT DONT HAVE TO BE MUCH BUT A LITTLE IS JUST ENOUGH. SO IF THERE IS ANYBODY OUT THERE THAT CAN HELP ME GIVE MY KIDS A CHRISTMAS AND LET THEM NOW THAT THEY ARE NOT FORGOT ABOUT AND THAT THEY WERE NICE THESE YEARS AS WELL AS LAST YEAR AND TO LET THEM NOW THAT ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE JUST BELIVE AND YOU CAN RECIEVE ANYTHING YOU PUT YOU MIND TO     

GOD BLESS

 Im writing this letter ,I hope of getting someone to take us under their wings or their arms, thought these hard time,my xhusband, has taken me in, and now he has taken all are kids and their kids,which are our grandkids in, im disabled,and now my son and his wife can not find any work, and had to give up their home and come and live with us!!

togetheir we both only bring in 1400.00 a mouth, that for our rent, bill, food, diapers,meds. that we both have to have! He has heart problems, breathing problem, I have heart, lung dease,altimeazers, So its very hard on my son andmy xhusband to fine any work thay mow lawns, ask anyone and everyone if thay need help,!!  And all wheir trying to do is give our grandkids, a cristmas, this year thay have not had one in three years!!

thay are to young to understand why, santa, dont stop by our house, We pry all the time talk to our minister, and their isnt much,anyone can do, so Im leaveing it in the lords hands, hopeing for someone, to help out even, even just one preastent, for each of them

          john-8

          Dilion 7 mouths

          katie  6

          faith   4

          zoe    5        

        All are in need of close,shoes,bj, toys, I feel atb this pointthay would be happy with anything from santa cluse, and his rain deers.

       Im not one to ask for help from people, but at this point, im willing to do anything, ask for help, im disables my self, i have the frist stagages of alltime dease, so if i make missakaes in my prys for help please for give me im sure the good lord dose!!

      in case anyone wants to know the aldut are

           debbie 50         melissa 28

           donald 39                      

           donald 60

           samatha 22

    We would be happy with a dinner for our familys,We  are not choosey about anything we receive, we leave it all in gods hands everyday, that we wake up its a new day,and my be something will change for this family, and all the familys, that are have a hard time ,this time year,Things will get easyer, hopefuly for everyone ,may god makething easyer for everyone in the world                             

                                                       God bless everyone/and keep us in their prays

                                                           debrayates/write if you like/ look forward to hereing from you!!!

                        my god be with you and protact you from what ever, worrys your heart,and soul.

                                                                                debrayates 

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   I am mom to two wonderful children.  I have a full-time job, and have also worked several night jobs just to make ends meet.  I know that I'm not the only person in the world with financial problems, but if you could just find it in your heart to even help a little bit, I would be forever greatful.  I am behind on my rent, and dread answering my phone in case it's another bill collector.  My financial need to get everything caught back up and be on an even playing field is $5,000 ... but every dollar would help.  Please, I don't know what else to do, I can't work any more hours in the day at this point.  I am so tired of juggling whether to pay the gas bill this month or the electric ... buy groceries or not!  Will you send a dollar or two -- if 300 people did that, I could eliminate at least one medical bill.  Or, if someone could loan me $5,000 and allow me to pay it back in small monthly payments, that would even be very helpful. Thank you and God bless.

I am a pediatric hematology-oncology RN.  I am the Patient Care Manager of Nursing for the Hematology-Oncology Clinic/Apheresis/Day Medicine units at Arkansas Children's Hospital.